during my early marriage years one night I was in a deep sleep when my wife gave me a wet sloppy blow job under the covers with the lights off, the blow job was wet juices with no hands with plenty of tongue licking my testicals..........
during in my sleep in the morning I said to my wife I love you, my wife giggle from across on the other side of the bed and keep giggle like a little Catholic school girl, I open my eyes and laying on the other side of the bed is my wife sister giggling and rolling over, I jumped out of bed looking for my wife all over the house, calling her name, I go back in to the bed room and I asked my sister in law where is my wife,she said she is visiting their mother at her mother house,while my sister in law is sitting up in bed smoking a cigarette, I tell her about my wet dream I had last night,then I stop and noticed my sister in law is buttnaked under the white bed sheets,oh shit!.......(ghostwriter flashbacks)my wife sister was the older sister, she looked like the singer /actress Vanessa Williams back in the day, she was a college girl, when me and my lil homie Rome was in high school we always wanted to get with a college girl..my sister in law dated ballers and professional guys, I remember lil E a small time drug dealer shooting a guy that was seeing my sister inlaw from time to time for cock blocking, a clean cut college boy get in to a fight with lil E on my front lawn,I break up the fight,the college student told lil E "go home little boy"when the clean cut college guy turn to walk away lil E take out his gun to shoot the college guy in his back,my wife and I called 911 but I still remember looking down at the college guy laying on my front lawn bleeding..I can't believe it,when the police asked lil E why did he shoot my sister in law friend,lil E said that guy kept cock blocking with my sister in law............The giggling and cigarette smoke waking me up in to reality, "what, Vann it's me" opening my eyes in unbelief,my sister in law laying in my bed, if my lil homie rome could see this shit is what was going through my mind but my soul was saying you better hope your wife doesn't find out about this,"Vann it's me" she says politely and calm..so fucking fine,light skin African American with Carmel Brown eyes with dark c cup nipples,oh if I walk away my lil homie Rome will never forgive me because he has seen my sister in law too! There I am standing at the foot of my bed,when my sister in law take the white sheets from over her body, her voice almost a whisper saying "this is not your wife's pussy"..her pussy pink and smooth right in front of me spreading her legs open, her desperately sounding voice said "come fuck me before I go to work" I am thinking about the blow job she gave me,I am under so much pressure about this, she put her cigarette out and plainly says "I want some dick", you know who I am!, I don't beg men for shit! men beg me! she yells..I turn to leave,when my sister in law softly says "vann it's me"......
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(IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES)
as a ventriloquist I have lived many lives as you will see when reading this autobiography about my life...today when I go out in public society is hostile to me ,people I never seen in my life are very rude and disrespectful to me..but I know why, and it's a secret,I used to cry about it a lot,until the spirits told me what they're doing and the spirits say those people have their rewards ,so no more crying, now I just laugh and say better you than me..ha!ha!..as a ventriloquist I have traveled many places, I have met famous people, I have made a lot of money,(ghostwriter laugh) but what did I do with all that show business investment...I have been married and I am more than grateful for the Times, no bitter regrets here..I love you mother may my father take you peacefully in your sleep,as I hope the same for me..daughter You are still my pride and joy sleep in dreams.. sons of your mother may life be good to you.. big brother I wonder about you all the time,I truly hope that you complete your mission in life..I know what I am (ghostwriter laughter) and what a dirty little secret,but the real secret is...who's?..and also to Sammy figment the third thank you! and May all your hopes and dreams come true......(ghostwriter smile) one day me and my wife had a small disagreement where the police showed up,one male cop,so I am out in front yard talking to the male cop about my wife disagreement,then two cop cars show up with four ladie cops,and out the front door my wife come out crying with a paper in her hand,my wife walk pass me and the male cop directly to the four female officers,the male cop says wait here, he go over to my wife and female cops, I can't hear the conversation but my wife and five cops are really having a chit chat and what is that paper my wife keep waving around,wth! the male cop get in his patrol car and speed away,I am thinking what the fuck is going on because my wife is crying and pointing at me waving a paper,so two women cops hug my wife and slowly walking her to the front door,the other two ladie officers walk over to me and says "your wife loves you very much and if she call us back out here,it will not be a friendly visit,what is yours belong to your wife also,it's the law,so be very nice to your wife because we are not marriage counselors"...you probably would like to know what was that paper my wife keep waving around, it was a marriage license,after The cops leave,I walked back in the house, she was dancing and singing and waving the marriage license in my face,she was singing her own song called "I OWN YOUR BLACK ASS"......... true story,so in this autobiography I mentioned a few times about the California law on marriage being one body,in this story is why I mentioned it.........I truly want to say thank you to actress Barbara Eden for creating a wonderful television show called I dream of Jeannie,you did a fanatic job!....I met comedian Paul Mooney but I didn't get to meet my other favorite Eddie Murphy,if I did meet him I will probably freak out! thank you Eddie Murphy for your amazing comedy talent.. omg! just imagine me seeing Heidi and Frank in person,but from a distance those guys are a force to be reckoned with...I wish ventriloquist Willie Tyler and Lester would have cashed in on their fame like Edgar Bergen and Charlie McCarthy and Jeff Dunham did, thank you Willie Tyler and Lester for creating a amazing illusion of life with Lester ,...thank you to my fifth grade teacher for teaching me the mind view in writing..thank you to Joyce Meyer for your bible teaching,you speak some real stuff........if tomorrow never comes is the chapter of the ghostwriter final words.....in a vision the ghostwriter worry about his day in front of the judge almighty, the ghostwriter message to the earth,when I was on planet earth people judge me all my life, now I am in heaven to be judged, I say to all that judge me,I am what you say and think I am because I know who I am :-).. to the god in the heavens and to the souls on earth just because you think and say it doesn't make it so......my mother did not even know her own son,she gave birth to a son with her DNA,but she kept repeating and repeating over and over that I was something I was not,she created a atmosphere of that spirit. if a person believe let them believe, as long as you know the truth, when I meet God, I know the truth about myself and if God says to me on judgement day you this, you that and I will say so be it,on earth today people say many untrue things about me,and I say so be it..if I never met the girl wearing the sweat pants with the word juicy on the back, I would have never found me..I want you to remember no one in this world know how you feel,when your belly hurt no one feel it but you..I used to want a wife so much,I wanted to be married but it was not true,I found out the truth when I found me..I will not argue on judgement day,I was judged on earth and I will be judged in heaven but there is no judgement in hell,surely I know the truth and I am not going to hell but what I am saying I already know what God is going to talk to me about,because the spirits already told me and they said I better get my life together before judgement day...in a interview with actor denzel Washington the reporter said "in the movie training day you said the N word", denzel Washington answer the reporter by saying "did I say that",the reporter was so 100 about the statement,but I truly understand what denzel was saying,so let people believe what they believe..in the television show I dream of Jeannie the doctor was always accusing Tony and reporting Tony to the general,but what I truly loved about Tony response to the doctor accusations about him,is, "if you say so doctor",one episode the doctor accused Tony of making snow in July,the general asked Tony if he could make it snow,Tony honestly said no but the doctor was so 100 about his accusations,the general said Tony make it snow,Tony walk over to the office window and said snow but it didn't snow,let people believe what they believe,my mother told me the person that point a finger at you have three fingers pointing back at them..so if tomorrow never comes these are my final writing for the pass, the present and future...who am I?, my name is vann I am the nobleman in my kingdom...I am the wizard behind the curtain...I am the creator and the figment of my imagination living in a castle on a cloud in a imaginary world.I died of a drug overdose in middle school those who see my image are like me those who see my soul are alive like me..I am not your father, I am not your hubby, I am not what you say I am, I am not what you think I am...are we witches?
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(12 MINUTES TIL DEPARTURE)
one day my brother returned home from war, he told stories but never talked about his in battle war experience,me wanting every inch of details of course me being a nosey investigator by education and a writer by heart want to know it all but I spent most of the time reading in between the lines..my brother was a ranking officer in United States military and after the war he had to enter the real world in California,he had to start a new life in the real world..my big brother entered the United States military when he became age eighteen,right into United States marines boot camp off he went,for many years... so the military world was all my big brother knew,so when needed to get a real job in the real world, I talked with my boss at a real job in the real world I was working at,and my boss gave my big brother a job interview.so the day of the interview I am waiting in the car and my big brother walks out to the car and says to me "vann is this one of your jokes" I said nervously "no", here I have a very high ranking military officer in the parking lot of my boss office screaming from the top of his lungs about the starting pay..my big brother was discussed and offended by the starting pay,he said my boss was good people..my boss did hire him that day but my big brother told him he will call him after he look around for more options. my big brother is not a Christian he is a Muslim and my mother is Christian,both of them would argue over their religious beliefs,me, I would take notes and listen to both of these successful professional people,and like a ping pong ball my head would go..my big brother said to me "people want you fucked up" I never understood what he meant by that until recently..I have witnessed many things as a black man in America,my mother told me stories that people really believe black people had a tail like a monkey..many different people come from all over the world to live in America, why? I don't know, every human being on planet earth has a land,that land belong to that people,the culture,the language,the blood and sacrifice that was shed for that land,surely the African-American is the American for the land of America because of the sacrifice of four hundred years of slavery,the shedding of blood of the civil war and most importantly the souls that cry out in segregation to be human beings..leave us alone is what the African American soul whisper, I know because I hear it..In America today their is a specific ethnic culture group of people that can go anywhere in America with out being questioned,this culture of people can open any door,gate,or window and at anytime of the hour with out being questioned and if I did the same I would have a different out come, I witnessed with my own eyes,many times.I say WTH!..I went to college to become a private investigator and my Lord! WTF! wait...if you are a private investigator today reading this,you are in the Wright career,all you need to do is step out side of your front door,open your eyes not your human eyes but your investigator eyes and you will be in business! I see shit all the time but I turn a blind eye because my country is fucked up just like my military brother said "they want you fucked up"......why do they use a tranquilizer gun for a mountain lion or a bear but not for a human being that is poor or living in the ghetto?....so I am working on some shows in my production company brainstorming on Sammy next production,so I walk over to Sammy and I started thinking about what's your problem little boy why is it a wind with you and the spirits whisper to me "he's black" so I conjure up the spirits to speak, the spirits speak to me and departed from me in 12 minutes..I never realized Sammy was a black African American doll portraying a poor boy. wow! OUCH!....wait, when I told my mother when I was a young boy I wanted to be a ventriloquist she kicked my ass! and said "little black boys don't do that"...dolls!?. creative mind is opening,wait..how the fuck can black dolls be treated with racism!? I am a old man now and I am seeing it all clearly,SAMMY is black! all these years on my show business hustle,I am remembering some incidents with people and Sammy...unbelievable..understand this ladies and gentlemen images influence your mind, Edgar Bergen put a top hat and tuxedo on Charlie McCarthy to improve the act,not really because the content stayed the same, it's like putting a brand new motor in a car with a rusty body,what do you think of that?..now,a nice beauty new car but a junk motor locked under the hood,what do you think of that?..now,I will tell you what to think, and what ever I tell you what to think,it all depends on what I make you believe,if I tell you all the new car needs is a lockesmith and tuneup, you may believe or if I tell you all the old car needs is a paint job,you may believe..when your eyes see something or someone your brain make a judgement,it's called prejudice,so images tell us how to think and feel,the information and knowledge that you have about that image will determine your response....."OLD IMAGES" if you have changed your old ways and people keep talking about your old ways, you need to let them go,no matter who they are,so you can live your new ways,there's a old saying,don't mix the old with the new.
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(SPIRITS, BODY, SOUL)
recently on the news a woman driving with her child in the car crashes her car in to house, the woman told police she was testing her faith in God and take her hand off the steering wheel. woman! spirits do not work that way and your faith in God is strong because those thoughts you were thinking were demonic suicide thoughts and your life and your child life was saved..next time keep your hands on the steering wheel so the spirits that you call for, holy or unholy can work through you,and I will also say you should never ever temp spirits holy or unholy....woman testing your faith in God is like writing your own pay check, woman! let me explain what I mean by that..."according to your faith" the bible mention many times, faith is believe, faith is trust..so if you take five dollars to the cashier you trust and believe that five dollars will be enough for what you want, same thing with spirits clean or unclean, holy or unholy..sure there's unholy faith and this is the faith of a dark soul...when I was a investigator freash out of school there was a case of a gang member for mass murder,when he walked in to the courtroom escorted by six armed police officers,handcuffs on his feet and hands,the courtroom full of people moan and weeping,one woman scream of sorrow, you could feel the evil spirits hovering over the gang member..dark souls are people on the path of no return,they have been bought and paid for by the unholy, and no human beings or unclean spirits can contain the dark souls, they are human beings with pure evil living inside them, unfortunately the only one that can defeat a dark soul is God himself....as a human being the bible says you can defeat Satan, "resist the devil and he will flee"..now when it comes to a human being defeating a dark soul,no human being can defeat a dark soul, when the watchers had children with women human beings, the children grew up to become evil creatures, cannibalism, murder, war, violence was on the planet earth so much,the fallen watchers could not control their own children..this is why God flooded the earth with water, destroying every living thing on planet earth..staying on the subject of a dark soul, Jesus Christ approach a man that had a dark soul, the unclean spirits inside the man beg Jesus Christ not to destroy them but to cast them into some pigs that was near by...as you witnesse here, you can go witness it for yourself.
in closing if you ever come up on a unclean spirit, just remind them of their home which is in heaven then the unclean spirit will not harm you, surely it should leave your area..if You ever come up on a dark soul, remember it's not a human being that you are looking at, remember again it's nothing human about it, here is the secret about dark souls,dark souls are unclean spirits living in a human body that has a dark soul ,spirits feed off energy, when a human being commit sin, sin is evil, therefore dark souls are attracted to evil, the only way to fight, I said fight not defeat, the only way to fight evil is with good, back to sin, fear is a sin in the holy world,.. back to energy, when the unclean spirits inside the dark souls arise they conjure up power from the body..when the dark souls wishes for their evil deeds, the first weapon they use is fear, fear is sin and sin is unholy and the holy can not touch what is unholy,this give the unholy and unclean spirits freedom to roam around with out spiritual interruption..in most cases the dark souls are looking to feed it's unclean spirits living with in..next the dark souls will come in with full force seeking energy,like a car needing fuel, the more energy the stronger the spirits..so
if you ever come in contact with a dark soul, call upon the holy one and fear not, do good to the dark soul and guess what ,the holy one will make an escape for you...what will happen to the dark soul,his unclean spirits will not get feed, the dark soul energy will decrease and the unclean spirits inside will go back to sleep...
never ever, never ever, trust a dark soul..if your love one has a dark soul,and you love them, please love them from a distance..you need to study *ABOMINATION* to educate yourself on someone with a dark soul and perhaps ask the holy one for help, remember dark souls are greater than some spirits, a dark soul is a spirit in a physical body, just like God from heaven did with his very own body name the body of Jesus Christ, it's pleasure to be a host in human form for a spirit on planet earth for spirits..you may wonder why would anyone want to become a dark soul, anger, hate, resentment, jealousy, greed,isolated,unloved and so on are seeds planted in to the mind of a individual..seeds planted by who? it could be society, it could be family,etc..but it's not spirits,dark souls are usually created by humanbeings,then the humanbeing give up their "WILL"..remember your "WILL" is a gift from God, this means a dark soul move from light to lower light to dark,its not like it's a overnight process,there are spiritual laws all spirits must follow..if you are a dark soul there is a saying when you get your 4 demons out of you those 4 demons return back to you with 4 more and when you get those 8 demons out of you those 8 return to you with 16 more demons. why? because they're the rightful owners of your body and soul, you have given your gift to them. this is why only God himself can defeat a dark soul, sure it's simple to say you have no "WILL" that's why your life is,wild! if you truly want to change your life you need to get on a vacant island far far away because you have 16 unclean spirits to fight and buddy they have nothing but time.
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