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RED BOOTY SHORTS..I am sorry toya.

 (ghostwriter catch spirits taking information from his memory bank,it was memories of my wife and I) show your self to me! the spirit return an answer saying "no human beings can see me and live,your time has not yet come" in dream state I asked the spirit, why I am dreaming about my wife,it was so long ago,did I do something bad,but now I think about it, if you are taking my marriage memories,will it be my judgement,the spirit answer saying,two flesh becoming one is holy, when one become two is unholy........I am dying judgement day is near...........................      (I dream of RED BOOTY SHORTS. I AM SO SORRY TOYA)......toya was a hip hop dancer that I met at a promotional production event,her voice was soft spoken or like the actress Marilyn Monroe she was light skin African American about five feet tall, with a heart shaped BOOTY....

Toya would call my production company from time to time to see if any show productions was going on,so one day I was out running errands and I look out my passenger window and I see toya shopping,she was walking with shopping bags,so I stop,she knew who I was right away! she said "I am so glad to see you! those bags are heavy"..I am driving my Z,it's a two seater and the hatch back was full of woofers and amps,so we are laughing because we're driving down the street with the front seats full of shopping bags and we can't see out the windows, I give toya a ride home,it was summer time...time pass a few weeks when I get a call from toya (go listen to Marilyn Monroe,and you get toya voice) I say hello,..toya: "I told my girlfriend that I was going to a special event with you but she don't have anybody to go with do you have some one for her"..I asked information about the special event, she said it's a event for dancers and she also said it would be promoters there like me. so I found someone at my real job in the real world to go with toya girlfriend and this guy and toya girlfriend argued all night..it was strictly business for me and toya at that event,but there were some moments when we did notice each other..A couple days after the event toya and I go visit her mother at IHOP,her mother was the manager,it was fun! I felt like my teenage years again!ha ha! but my early twenties made me feel old! being married and all that ADULT stuff,toya made me feel,stress free!, she was hood and I was hood not ghetto like my wife,(ghostwriter tears "I am so sorry toya").....one night toya called me..hello I answer my phone, "hi it's me! I am so bored, I am pulling my hair out,come get me now"...so I drive to toya house in my jeep,I ring the doorbell, toya open the door wearing  red booty shorts, a sports bra=B-cup= and girl fila shoes,OMG! she was sooo fine with thick fake eyelashes,where you going to take me?(Marilyn Monroe voice) toya asked,I said "where do you want to go?"..she laugh and says "with you", she put her hand in mine as we walk from her front door to my car.we stopped at the video store to rent vhs tapes movies,I wish I could remember which movie tittles, we stop at the store for a few wine bottles of boon's farms, and go to a hamburger place.we go back to my house,OMG I can't believe toya is laying in my bed wearing one of my dress shirts with red booty shorts underneath,(are we witches!!) she's being quiet and as in comfortable, just laying in bed begging me to spoon with her and watch the movie but I am too busy making shit perfect,such as enough ice in the drinking  glasses ,food warm enough in the microwave,we are relaxing eating,drinking wine, watching movies spooning in bed with the lights off,when high beams from a car outside start shinning in the bedroom window ,so we think nothing of it a second car pulls up playing loud music both cars high beaming in my Windows,so now toya is like what's going on out there,so I peek out the window, I see my wife car, one bff car,so I go back and lay next to toya,she asked who was that,I said they're visiting people next door,another car drive up with high beaming lights into my Windows,I take another peek out the window and see my wife bff number two...(what I am about to write is  heartbreaking even just the memories)....the music stop playing from the cars out side and the high beams were turned off,I hear car doors opening and closing,then silence...then I hear my wife screaming I want that bitch out my house now!! toya get up to see what's going on,she asked me who is that girl,I explained to toya she's my ex-wife and we are divorced,toya says she's going to go out side and talk to my wife,I told her you can't do that,that's not a good idea, she asked if she could talk to her from the window,I said o.k..toya go to the window to talk to my wife, she said "he's my boyfriend" and my wife said "he's my husband and you're in my MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE, IN MY MOTHERFUCKING BED, FUCKING MY MOTHERFUCKING HUSBAND!!!"....yeah unfortunately ladies and gentlemen it gets worse....toya run from the window to the telephone,I don't know who toya was calling on the phone ,so I grabbed my 380,I ran to locked the front door.. so I peek out the window but I didn't see anyone,there's a TAP on my shoulder, I continuing looking out the window "who did you call?" I whispered, a voice imitating Marilyn Monroe "I didn't call no one" I turn around to see my wife standing right in front of me,angry with a reflex of my 380 raising it halfway but my wife lower my arm slowly, saying "you're not going to shoot me,I am your wife",  trying to control my rage I yell you're not my wife!.. that night I am very very,there's no words to explain, "I am your wife for four more months,we are legally separated but by law we are married" my wife some what is bragging about having a right for her behavior, waving house keys in my face, "so don't change the locks"..the two bff walk in side my house and says to my wife "girl let's go!" where do your little princess live my wife politely asked me, I told my wife toya home address....(the two bff entered the house from the back door and snatched toya when toya was on the phone.. while my wife came in the house from the front door, my wife had the keys to the front and back door)...I follow my wife and the two bff in my jeep taking toya back home but they shake me on the streets and make me crash my jeep,a small crash,no serious damage.....my high school friend Michael was Wright about that girl wearing the sweat pants with the word juicy on the back....all these years I never seen toya again...true fucking story,sounds like a movie script don't it...this blog is for you TOYA, I AM SO VERY SORRY.  

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                                                                           ( BOOTY SHORTS WITH PANTIE LINES)                "I will leave your black ass!" my wife would threatened me every time I would not agree with her way..for sure most of the time my wife did what ever she wanted, she raise her middle finger to me more than she do in traffic and sometimes her two bff would cheer when she flip me off!,flip me off meaning raising her middle finger to me and over and over the threatening to leave me was just over whelming to me,she walk outside wearing white booty shorts where people can see her panties color,flaunting her wedding ring when a dude look at her, "wat yew lookin at nigga yew can't have dis!" is what she say to guys when they look at her..I said to my wife you dress like a hoochie coochie mama then when a man try to get with you,you show him your wedding ring,she said " hell yeah! if a woman is wearing a wedding ring on her finger,she should be able to walk down the street butt naked and no man should bother her" well what ever my response was to what my wife said,I can't remember but what ever I said,get her very angry that she said she will leave me and one day I came home and there was a note in red lipstick on the bathroom mirror saying that she was gone for good......and in the process I had a minor stroke but not hospitalized, being in love was very painful,my wife did stuff like this repeatedly over the years of marriage but I remember the day I lost my mind,where your brain just go fucking numb..

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